Just gotta say

Why do I LET myself hide stuff from myself? Or tell myself I'm fine, when I'm really not? -__- I just hate suddenly feeling really overwhelmed and realizing I DO care, even if I was telling myself I don't...

I need to start being completely honest with myself. Like seriously. Even though I had a good reason this time for trying to ignore it....actually maybe if there is a good enough reason, then it's okay for a bit...um yeah. I don't know. I need to think some more. And find out whether my worry was even justified or not...

.stephanie.