Untangling

I think I'm onto something.

My mind is so sporadic. Spontaneity is a good thing, but sometimes it's just too spontaneous. And sometimes I can't get it to work. Like a factory and all the right bolts are in place but the machines just...refuse to budge. But they will spontaneously start. And this machinery is so twisted & weird I'm not sure how to translate its language into English.

But I wanna untangle it. Especially that one really twisted part. Well, for me its not twisted anymore. I finally, totally, complete, get it. No regrets, no questions asked. But me understanding isn't enough...

They should make a Stephanie-to-English dictionary. Mass produce it. I'd pay for it.