The resentment is starting. I’m not sure how to kill it. With water, fire, or something entirely different?
"Slow down you crazy child, take the phone off the hook and disappear for a little while. It’s alright, you can afford to lose a day or two. When will you realize? Vienna waits for you."
I was so peaceful for a while, by the snow in Julian. Surrounded by beauty. I loved it. No cell phone going off. No one yelling at each other. No one pestering me. Nothing to make me sad or anxious.
But now I’m home again. And this is here, in my mind. I don’t want to be here. At least I can just play music loudly in my ears. Maybe that will make me feel better.
Really…why. Why does it always come down to this? Why?
----"Slow down you crazy child, take the phone off the hook and disappear for a little while. It’s alright, you can afford to lose a day or two. When will you realize? Vienna waits for you."
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