Don't Worry

I just realized what it is. I woke up. And when I woke up, something totally switched inside of me, and now I just don't worry anymore. Ok no, I worry about chem and a million other things like that...but I don't worry about being myself. Who cares if I laugh too much? There's no such thing. And a million other things. I just don't care anymore.

And that's why life suddenly seems so good. :)

Of course, it will be so much better after Tuesday. My death day... Maybe. I hope not. I won't worry.

And I am so so so so so x 50 excited for next Thursday, btw. Like seriously :D

And I am so ready to actually talk to him.

Stephanie