Stupidity

I'm proud of my independence. I hate feeling like I have to depend on someone else to get something done, or just be something. But it makes things difficult sometimes.

Or...is independence not my problem? I think I'm afraid of something. I don't know what it is. Opening up? Just being myself? I think I'm a slow learner. Really, really stupid, maybe.

But I don't know how to speed up my learning process... -_- Just...ignore questions & worries & whatever tries to stop me. Just bust through. Do something. Anything.