Right now the song "Change" by Taylor Swift is my favorite song. It fits my personality so much....don't give up, never stop fighting. Someday soon you'll come out the victor, and you'll sing hallelujah :)
But I guess sometimes I wonder how true that idea really is. I believe with all my heart that it's true, but just...what if someone spent so much of their time fighting for something that was a lost cause from the start? What if they never come out the victor? But then, I'd like to think that they would still be victorious, in a way. They would have learned or gained something from the experience. Sometimes you just have to look harder and find the reason for your loss. And it's always a good reason. It's about looking at things in a different way...
Haha, why do I always come on here and say such like...deep statements? I don't like being deep all the time and thinking to much. Sometimes I just wanna...go crazy and mess up and say random things that have absolutely nothing to do with life or worry or anything I'm dealing with. I like escaping for a while.
I'm happy right now though. I feel like I'm being so much more social at school and stuff. And I feel like myself. I haven't gotten depressed in a while or anything. I have been angry, but it actually felt good...for once I haven't been hiding it so much. I hate hiding my emotions. But I feel accomplished :) I've been spending more time with my mom too. It's nice. I like being myself. I like ripping off my mask.
And right now, since I am myself, I'm gonna listen to this song and believe it all. Cause that's what I would do.
heart,
stephanie
It's a sad picture
The final blow hits you
Somebody else gets what you wanted again
Ya know it's all the same
Another time and place
Repeating history, and you're getting sick of it
But I believe in whatever you do
And I'll do anything to see it through
Because these things will change
Can you feel it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down
It's a revolution
The time will come for us to finally win
We'll sing hallelujah
We'll sing hallelujah
We've been outnumbered
Raided and now cornered
It's hard to fight when the fight ain't fair
We're getting stronger now
Found things they never found
They might be bigger
But we're faster and never scared
You can walk away, say we don't need this
But something in your eyes says we can beat this
Cause these things will change
Can you feel it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down
It's a revolution
The time will come for us to finally win
We'll sing hallelujah
We'll sing hallelujah
The time will come for us to finally win
Tonight we're standing on our knees
To fight for what we've worked for all these years
The battle was long, it's the fight of our lives
Will we stand up champions tonight?
It was the night things changed
Can you see it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back, they fell down
It's a revolution
Throw your hands up cause we never gave in
We sing hallelujah
We sing hallelujah
But I guess sometimes I wonder how true that idea really is. I believe with all my heart that it's true, but just...what if someone spent so much of their time fighting for something that was a lost cause from the start? What if they never come out the victor? But then, I'd like to think that they would still be victorious, in a way. They would have learned or gained something from the experience. Sometimes you just have to look harder and find the reason for your loss. And it's always a good reason. It's about looking at things in a different way...
Haha, why do I always come on here and say such like...deep statements? I don't like being deep all the time and thinking to much. Sometimes I just wanna...go crazy and mess up and say random things that have absolutely nothing to do with life or worry or anything I'm dealing with. I like escaping for a while.
I'm happy right now though. I feel like I'm being so much more social at school and stuff. And I feel like myself. I haven't gotten depressed in a while or anything. I have been angry, but it actually felt good...for once I haven't been hiding it so much. I hate hiding my emotions. But I feel accomplished :) I've been spending more time with my mom too. It's nice. I like being myself. I like ripping off my mask.
And right now, since I am myself, I'm gonna listen to this song and believe it all. Cause that's what I would do.
heart,
stephanie
It's a sad picture
The final blow hits you
Somebody else gets what you wanted again
Ya know it's all the same
Another time and place
Repeating history, and you're getting sick of it
But I believe in whatever you do
And I'll do anything to see it through
Because these things will change
Can you feel it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down
It's a revolution
The time will come for us to finally win
We'll sing hallelujah
We'll sing hallelujah
We've been outnumbered
Raided and now cornered
It's hard to fight when the fight ain't fair
We're getting stronger now
Found things they never found
They might be bigger
But we're faster and never scared
You can walk away, say we don't need this
But something in your eyes says we can beat this
Cause these things will change
Can you feel it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down
It's a revolution
The time will come for us to finally win
We'll sing hallelujah
We'll sing hallelujah
The time will come for us to finally win
Tonight we're standing on our knees
To fight for what we've worked for all these years
The battle was long, it's the fight of our lives
Will we stand up champions tonight?
It was the night things changed
Can you see it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back, they fell down
It's a revolution
Throw your hands up cause we never gave in
We sing hallelujah
We sing hallelujah
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